Back to December

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather

Your guard is up and I know why
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine

I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call

And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side and
Realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came,
The dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't

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dh lame xupdate blog nie..
bukan pe..xde pe nk citer pun..

nk cr keje..
xleh..
so duk umah jg umah jd suri umah..
BoSaN..

duk umah..
mkn..tido..
tp xgemuk2 gak..
hati xhapi kot..

so ash wats next?